When im at the grocery store or the park or an LSU game or
just about anywhere and I see a young family, I can’t help but to imagine how
my own family will be one day. My battle with infertility makes so many things
difficult. There is no trying to plan the right time to have a baby, no being
able to make a baby by just having a pure intimate moment with my husband or
having the wonderful surprise of a missed period that results in something
magical that can change your life forever. My life takes doctors, medications,
appointments and a lot of money. And to this day, there is still no baby. But
there is still hope. I know that no matter when or how that moment will finally
come, I will be one hell of a Mom. My Husband and I have such an amazing and
strong relationship, the idea of raising a child together to be half of each of
us is such a mesmerizing thought. I cannot wait to have that experience with
him. He is the most amazing man I have ever met and I know with all my heart
that he will also be the best dad I’ve ever known. I’m ready to have a baby for
so many reasons and I cannot wait until I have my own little family. And at the end of this month, I will begin the
process to have my frozen embryo transfer and I pray with all my heart that I
will finally have my miracle. I am ready to see my husband as a Father and to
finally be a Mother and to have our happy ending that completes us. I only have two frozen embryos, so I need it to work. Please work!!!! Pray with me people, i need it! ;)
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